Comeback

Assalamualaikum.

Wah. Dah lama rasanya tak menulis di sini. Tenggelam timbul ibarat ikan paus di lautan. Hahaha. Tak tau nak start macam mana. Seems like I've lost my magic touch already. Ada ke yang masih ingat saya?

Kasi update sikit la pasal life I sekarang ye. Alhamdulillah I am now happily married to Ariff, my 'pengutip durian' boy. You'll know who he is if you are my frequent reader. I am truly blessed with this union and it's been 2 months since we tied the knot. That's the sweet part. The not so sweet part is that we are staying apart since I am working in Johor and he's in Kedah. Now I know how it feels to be apart from our spouse. It feels s***. Watching others that can stay with their husbands make me feels even s****ier. Sorry for the bad word. That's the vivid word that can express my feeling now.

I've applied for eg tukar hoping that I get transferred to my hometown this June but I am aware that the chance is low since I am teaching year 6. Takpe lah. Let's be positive. Tuhan lebih mengetahui segalanya. If it were meant to be, it will be. My housemate dah mula give up. She just delivered her first baby last year and her husband is teaching in Pahang. Dia jenis yang cepat putus asa sikit. Suka hati dia la. Well, at least she only needs two hours drive to meet his husband. But usually her husband yang datang sini every weekend. Tu pun I rasa dah cukup besar nikmat dah dapat jumpa every weekend. Huhu. I ni terpaksa la jumpa sebulan sekali because he only gets a day off a week. There are things that we need to sacrifise in love. This is my sacrifise for him. I la yang kena balik sebab I cuti 2 hari.

I better stop here now. Nanti ada masa or if I terjaga awal pagi, I tulis lagi okay. Till then, bye!